1am thoughts

I keep hearing "I promise it gets easier" but when because it's been months and it still hurts as bad as the first night and I still love you like I did when we were looking up at the stars and you told me "I'd capture them all just for you" 

So tell me when does it get easier? When do I stop seeing you in everyone I look at? And when will I be able to get rid of all the letters you wrote me? 

You're going to love someone else and I'll have to spend the rest of my life wishing to god I could be them...