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High School i will write as if i am in eigth grade
and there are no risks in life
i will pretend i am alone on these pages
and not read by biased eyes
oh love. i miss you tonight.
your sandy hair in my
shadowed twilight
please find me cause i need you
no one knows me like you do
im glad your light shines through
"shes hiding" they say downstairs
but I'm not, i just miss you
i dont care that im grounded
or that i hate everything in my life
i just love you
cant they give me this moment?
heed the time,
they say,
dont be late,
they say,
its your life,
they say,
its your fate
"care for those who care for you"
but i really dont
the only one i love is you
and your lost inside the past
fuck those who love me
and think i love them back
i am so bitter
my life is a closed door
and they're knocking on the wood
they're calling from downstairs,
but i really dont care
come play guitar, dont fear,
but ive realized no matter how hard they
listen to my song,
no one can really hear
and i hear your call from far above
saying my memories will make me better
so i withdraw and write you epilogues of
our love
losing myself in a letter
'the bloody remains of my guts are churning with sickness, i am throwing them up slowly, and they are freckled dark with sin. My black hate poisons all my words, and taints my sight with acid and shadows and bitter red.'
god how i long for it,
my breath,
my shallow coughs becoming slower with night,
lord, sever me,
cut me off,
let me fly
life is too short,
i said after you were gone
but Im left alone and I swear
life is much too long
Ive realized these wrongs
and begin to scrawl "my dear-"
No matter how hard they listen to my song,
no one can ever hear
and i feel your call from far above
saying my memories will make me better
so i withdraw and write you epilogues of
our love
losing myself in a letter
