lye

I lye awake thinking about us

Thinking about the love we once shared

The things we use to do

The fun we use to have

The joy i felt when i was with you



But its all gone.

the happiness,the love,the joy

i fake it because i know thats what you want



This smile on face is fake,

Its really not there

I hid my tears

I only cry late at night when your asleep



I dont know where my feelings went

but there gone.

i wish i could love you like i use to

I wish i could hold you and mean it,

I wish i could tell you i love you without lying



He makes me happy,

he makes me smile,

though i wish he didnt,

i can not lye,

when he looks at me i feel the warmth

when he smiles i fall deeper in love



i know i can not be with him,

but he is my fantisie,

he is what you use to be



I will continue to pretend to love you

because that whats makes everyone happy

but deep down inside it kills me to lye.

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