Darkened Light

the dark desires to engulf my soul

but the brief light keeps me whole

a being of shadow thrown into the light

a being of shadow wrought with fright

a part of the light but not one to show

it's more a part of me than i know

all i can see within my soul is hate

these feelings of self loathing will not abate

all i see when i look at others is kindness

these naive feelings are akin to blindness

i refuse to see the evil in others

but all i see in myself continues to bother

the side of me that knows the truth

the knowledge in me that is far beyond my youth

i know what i am, i know what they are

but the darkened light is like a blinding star

it continues to burn away at my brain

it continues to shine despite the pain

these conflicting thoughts this shattered soul

wishing only to be made whole.

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