Wish For Justice

I cut me open to cut me down

And on my face is my last frown

I hate my ways and hate my mind

Cause all it seems to find

Is pain and grief and agony

It rules over me with its tyranny

Of broken promises and hopelessness

I just long for the caress

Of love in MY heart and in my soul

Because right now my heart is a hole

Of selfish pain and self-deceit

I wish I could go back in time and not repeat

The stupid mistakes I made back then

I close my eyes and count to ten

open my eyes and realize

That I can't change my past of lies

And I want to change but I know I can't

And so in my poems I bitch and rant

About myself, and my "fucked up" life

That I sincerely wish to end this night

And erase my past, erase myself

From all the minds of all I love

But it،¦s not going to happen so fuck it all

Into this pit I begin to fall

Down I go with no hopes or dreams

And through the darkness my fading screams

Awaken you to my hopeless plight

But your too late I died last night

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