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he picks up the knife and feels the lick

he feels the skin become so slick

he felt the blade cut through the skin

he bathes in his blood and lives in sin

he does it when he feels so bad

he does it when he feels so sad

he feels he'd be better off dead

he takes the blade and paints these lines of red

to bleed the pain away today

to make the pain oh so much more real

to show himself he really feels

the pain he thinks he feels now

he makes himself a solomn vow

that he wont do it ever again

and he hopes he wont give in the next time when

he feels that way and feels the urge

to cut apart his hopeless self

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