If Wishes Were Horses

wishing for something he'll never get, hoping for something he's never had

and dreaming of something he's already known

hoping for the hopeless wish that someday he'll know it again.

and reaching for the possibility hesitantly

because the fire is so beautiful to look at

and gives out such wonderful warmth

but hold the fire too close, and you'll be burned

he has learned that the hard way

so cautious is the way he has learned to approach everything

subtlety is his armor, and what a heavy armor it is to bear

filter every word until only vagaries remain

not broken, but still cracked, looking for the glue to hold him together

because the ups and downs are growing less, but more extreme

mania is no comfort when the depression comes along

and depression can't touch the mania until it has ridden its course.

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