The Lightening And Thunder Of My Heart

In the silence I wait silently

Calling out for only you

I sceamed your name, you never came

I know you are never listening

To a word I have said right now

I know it means nothing

But the beating of my heart

It is as rythmic as lightening it's thundering



It's raining now

I'd love to sit and stare at you

Much like I used to do

Back in July when I was with you

Looking up at the sky

I see God and I wonder why

I wonder why you never gave me another chance



I want to make this right somehow

I don't know how

I don't know where you are even going now

Don't waste a night

Wake up my lovely, my darling

I miss you while you sleep alone in bead



Now it's raining agian

Much like it did before

A year ago is all it took

For me to want to be back with you



Call me stupid, go ahead

I can't seem to think of anything but you

And all the shit you're going though

We are the same, you know?

Look up at the sky

I wonder why

Does it always rain

When I am thinking of you...

It's like tears of pain

I'm laying dead out there in the rain

It's all for you



The lightening flashes my heart attack

But I am never looking back

It's time to forge ahead

I'll be your everything



I can't believe it's gone so fast

July 13 I thought would never come back

But when it does I know I'll miss you every minute

I'll look up at the clock

Remember where we were

Remember the zoo, walking with you

Or driving everywhere in my van



It's raining again

And I can't help but think of you

And that day I asked God for you

He sent me a shooting star and then it rained

All our memories I have retained

I hope you know that I miss you every day



It's raining now

I'd love to sit and stare at you

Much like I used to do

Back in July when I was with you

Looking up at the sky

I see God and I wonder why

I wonder why you never gave me another chance....

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I don't know why...but every time it rains I think of you...and I'm totally OK with that

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