Not Going To Change

I constantly nide this mission

Just to keep you constantly guessing

I don't want to give it away

Hiddin deep within is a mission that I have got to hide

Go on, keep on guessing, I want you to find it

I have lost it in the memories for over 2 years gone by

I still cry, I still cry, I sometimes feel dead inside

So I hide, deep inside, everything that I feel

You can pry, you can try to make me tell you

But I won't let it out, I will never shout, this one is for only me

I so want to let you know, how much deep inside, I've grown

I have learned all the lessons that are necessary to love you again

Now I am a friend, I'm afraid, and here I am

No, it's not gonna change, not gonna change, you realyl can't make me

I have told you hints with fear shown in my eyes, my disguise

Now I hide far away, let nature control the day, I'll see you again

These feelings are not going to change, not going to change, rearange

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Yet another different writing style, this time I just needed to write about what I've never said.  Sometimes you have to let people figure things out, cuz I can't say any of this directly, not right now at least.

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