Precognition

The Fact of knowing that this would happen

Is much worse then it happening at all

The feeling of helpless wonder

In this world I seem so small



I tried to tell you to be careful

I tried to let you know I'd cry

I wanted you to believe in me

I wanted you not to die



The fact that you are not dead right now

Is the fact that is killing me

Because the fact that you seem dead right now

Sends a piercing pain straight through me

And if God wanted you to die right now

Trust me, right now you wouldn't breathe

So hold strong and love life now

Before this death over comes me



Knowing the future through thoughts and dreams

Although errie as it seems

It is what I go through each and every day

Helps me know I need to fight yet another way

Still, I'll hold on strong

I know where I belong

I know when this will end

Let's fight this here together, this life is not pretend



Let's fight this here together, I know this is not the end

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Strangely, I took a precognition test and it said I was quite strong in my abilities.  I would believe it, too.  I still see a better future for myself and others, and I believe it will come true, just have to work up to that moment. This poem is to my Grandma, although sick, I know she can make it through this one if she would just believe in herself.  I hope she realizes that soon.

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