101 (Poem 101)

101 words of my silence

101 words of my pain

101 thoughts poured out for you

101 riches to gain

101 things I loved to do

101 times that I lied

101 moments I held you close

101 minutes I died

101 things to reflect on

101 feelings I had

101 times I loved you most

101 regrets and feeling sad

101 hearts poured out for you

101 reasons I had

101 loves for you

101 times I felt glad

101 poems and songs

101 loves and belongs

101 gifts to you

101 reasons to die

101 flights when you took off

101 flights when you returned

101 reasons to make it up to you

101 times that I failed

101 more will come my way

101 will leave

101 will sleep the day away

101 blankets of sheets

101 reminders to love you more

101 reasons to stay

101 dreams I had of you

101 days for you to never go away

101 things I did for you

101 times that you cried

101 times I held you up

101 crys by your side

101 helpful words of wisdom

101 heartbreaks we've had

101 serious suicide thoughts

101 thoughts said no instead

101 needs for you to stay with me

101 needs for me to go

101 miles an hour

101 miles to go

101 rings on the telephone

101 times you left it down

101 changes we made

101 times we backed out

101 hurts inside our heart

101 more repairs left to go

101 tears I shed for you, every

101 times you'd want to go

101 lines to wait for

101 chances to make it work

101 prayers I've prayed

101 times before I sleep

101 words I spilt to God for you,

101 times for you to soundly sleep

101 wants I told God to do

101 times just for you

101 things I was never selfish for

101 times I wanted a life better for you

101 answers God made

101 days He gave you and I

101 words He allowed me to tell, each

101 times that I cried

101 prayers I prayed for you

101 times I wanted Him there for you

101 times I promised myself never to, tell the

101 prayers I prayed for you

101 things I wanted kept in the

101 deep scars in my heart

101 scars I let heal for you

101 of your scars I wanted to heal too

101 hopes of a better future

101 memories we made

101 times I wished for more

101 or more memories to go

101 fantacies that could come true

101 better forms of life

101 ways I will be there for you, each

101 times you want to go have fun

101 ways to keep my space

101 more steps left to retrace

101 more minutes to spend with you, seem like

101 seconds till I leave

101 reasons to take you along with me

101 realities for you to stay

101 is not too big of a thing

101 is less then most

101 seems big when you are standin so close

101 is nothing from far away

101 reasons to help you through..

101 more troubles or more

101 more reasons to still love you

101 emotions to make it grow

101 reasons to love you more

101 more chances left to go

101 shooting stars that will never fade.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

101 is basically about all the other poems I have written on here up to this date.  101 also has to do with Christine (as you can see clearly) and my never fading feelings for her (that she sometimes hates.)  This poem has 101 lines and it ended perfectly, I think.  My love for her sparked with a shooting star and with each one, it simply grows. Call it corny, call it stupid, call it what you wish, just know that this is how it is...to me at least.

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