Have Faith

Twisted dreams and dreaming

Never were really meant for me

Knowing facts and all that bullshit

Never got me very far

So I try as hard just to get by

I don't really care much about my life

Slit my throat or cut my wrists

Give me tomorrow or a knife



I know that this is not what you ever want to hear

I know that I mean too much to you

I mean too much to you now

I'll be gone come half a year or so

I know I'll miss you, just let me kiss you

I know you'll miss me too



Ice-covered roads are out of sync

Out of touch and losing sleep

Going slowly so I do not end up in the ditch

Damn, that would be a bitch

So I am driving home now

Thinking of you and all that we do

All that we will do

The look in your eyes, no surprise

I think I am so in love with you



Hold me close now,

Or push me far away

I was always the one to run

Give me a reason for me to stay

Get to know me better

Learn my every thought and what it means

Know this talk of suicide is merely a metaphore

For what we know is to surely come in the end



Hold my hand now, one last time

I want to feel your beating heart

Give me a wink or kiss my hand

I know exactly what you are thinking

Climb on top of me now, tell me how much I mean to you

Know that whenever you have a bad day

You have a smile from me to look forward to



When I see you, the times are the best

When I hold you, I am forever at rest

When you look into my eyes, I know I cannot leave your side

You mean so much to me, you make me smile- you make me bleed

I will tell it true, I will not ever lie to you

Have faith in me, believe there is a happy ending

So when you fall I will be there to catch you while you are still one inch from the ground

Hold me deep inside your heart for the times when I am not around

Know that I am only a phone call away

Have Faith

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I wrote this one about a lot of different subjects.  The roads were icy on the way home- I am thinkin about Sam, and also thinking about myself and the future.  I hope that clears some things up!

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