Love Lost

How many times during a days pacing do u find that your minds racing.....
Back to a love lost ... U tried erasing..... No luck though ,no close casing
I told u I love u first , too late , on time
I thought u were my soulmate , the wife type, always mines
We met young , I was ur first everything, u admit that to this day
I said I loved u it was all it took that's all I had to say
I showed u I loved u but never told u. I bought and bought I ASSumed u were happy
U loved me indifferently but by the time I said it, u threw it back at me
I learned from my mistakes and loved u completely, half way could u meet me?
On the rest of our lives I took a chance can we marry , because u complete me
Time ticked away ..... Dreams of cutting cake ... Throwing rice and confetti
I be damned u called it off cause of money .... But u told ur homegurl I wasn't ready
We grew apart we got back together I moved away and came back home
But u couldn't wait for me to mature u were tired of being alone
I called u one night and said I love u for the first time I thought it was right
U spazzed cause it took me too long we fought and haven't spoke since that night
I was hurting a long time but still sleeping with the enemy
So I left ..... I left ...... I was free ..... But I want u to be a friend to me
Its difficult to see u with him .... To never see ur face again or hear ur voice
Its hard to not love u still but not be in love with u .... Darlin I left by choice

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