When you was hurt by your most intimate people in the world

 

Mind was like a jungle of love

hatred and sadness

of being abandoned 

and surrounded. 

Happy thoughts still jumbled in my head 

But deep inside something broke 

I wished I had enough courage

To go straight to your face

To criticize you why you left me alone

When I need you the most and begged you to come. 


But no

I am a cowardice in heart 

and despite everywall I have put up 

between you and me

despite the cold, collected facade I put 

I still fear to hear the answer. 

I fear to know that 

i have never been important to you

I fear that answer

So I don't ask. 

We act like nothing different 

and go on

with a deep crack between. 

 

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