home

i lie in bed and i cant stop thinking

of all the pain you put me through

i repeat those words which you said to me

the way you left me behind

its as if from day one i was worthless in your eyes

its just an act in which you put upon

for me to believe that you loved me



i was only young but you still did it

knowing the consiquences which could arise

during my life i learnt to forgive

but in my mind i still here those words



sometimes i cant sleep at night

because of the pain its so bad

you make me syffer

it wasnt my fult im not to blame

im just a child who craves attention to be loved by you



all i wanted was for it all to get better

to become a family again to be loved

but now i have to grow up and those dreams fade away



from that day my mind is all a haze

im not sure what went on or for how many days

but all i know is that i wanted to go home

to be somewhere to which i was known



i return one day to that place

i feel like ive been saved by grace

i feel so warm, so happy inside

to be with the one who looked for me while i was gone

the one who thought me to be strong.

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