This Pain

Truly, only the Lord knows me

This world is not like what it use to be

Looking up 

Smog covers the beautiful sky

Standing near the edge 

I slowly take a step forward 

Truly, only God knows me

The depression , that drives through me

The corruption, it's killing me

The world is not like what it use to be

What happened to the child in me?

The angel of darkness 

Wasn't it enough to rob the purity from me?

Did you also  have to take my sanity?

God, truly only you know me

My foot steps towards emptiness 

Would this even make sense to men?

This resentment of my flesh

God, why do I feel like I'm going crazy? 

I'm sorry, I know I shouldn't let this get to me

I silently make a mental plea for help

God, truly you know me

This burden I feel

This sensation 

It's all too real

I reach out my hands to you

Catch me my Lord

Save me from this evil

I need this freedom