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only some of the time do u make me happy
you made me happy
you made me smile
even though,
it lasted for such a short while.
please understand
i am sorry about before
and what we've had together
means so much more.
more than all the pain
that i have put myself through
someday you'll understand me
just a girl who has loved you.
and if you care to hear me out
my numbers still the same
until then ill wait patiently
for you to call out my name.
and should that day just never come
just know youll always be in the back of my mind somewhere
in my thoughts, prayers, and always in my dreams,
maybe someday you will care.
im sure you'll go on just fine
live your life happily without me
but i hope that every once in a while
you'll wonder what it could have been like with me.
because i know that i still do
and im sad over the friendship that i lost
sometimes im pretty sure you dont even care
i guess a broken heart is what a relationship costs.
but if u do ever think of me
just know that i am finally ok now days
with the drugs, partyin, and lieing
im sure, reading this you will be amazed.
but i want you to know i forgive you
for all the harsh words that have been spoken
i cleared my mind, body, and soul
i am now changed and open.
open to endless possibilties
i never could have been before
maybe in a slight way you did help back then
maybe things like this just take time to see results for sure.
i finally started college
i know you use to doubt me
but i have reached a point on my life
where i am finally happy.
i just wanted to write you
this one last time
to say i am sorry for any hurt i may have caused u in the past
that was never what i wanted, im sorry for dragging you into problems of mine.
and even though it is all over and done
i feel this is something you should still know
it was never my intention
for you to just completley go.
im not trying to win you over
or try and get you back with me
id just like to know how your doing
i hope that you are happy.
so i guess in a way this is my closure
to some times that were good and bad
and when i think back on it all
i can finally say im no longer sad.
