thoughts for you*

You ask me what im thinking

almost every single day

but these feelings that my mind holds

do not dare to say.

So i'll write it on this paper

the best way that i can

and as you are reading this

i hope you'll understand.

Why do i feel

lik i am not the best

i know your not either

but your better than all the rest.

I don't want to need you

just want to please you

and when you hold me tight

i wonder if everything will really be alright.

I could stay forever

in your arms

always impressed

by your charm.

But its easy to win

if you always cheat

so easy to lie

under heat.

All of my thoughts

are just floating around

constantly overwhemling me

until i feel as if i could drown.

I don't want to be fucked over

im sure you'd know just how

so if you plan on hurting me later

please just tell me now.

And i want to beleive you

im not so sure why

but if i ever fall in love again

it just feels as if i'll die.

Sorry is just some word

used too much in good and bad

but without it i'd feel lonely

it constantly makes me mad.

And im counting the minutes

as they go by

i don't want to think-

nevermind try.

Is this what is meant for me

i see you

but can you see me?

Author's Notes/Comments: 

to traviz my superman*

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