Daniel christopher.

I cant help but to love you...



its all that i've ever known.



Tell me...



When she holds you, do you ever feel my arms around you?



When you look in her eyes...do you wish they were mine?







The past rears its ugly head at me...



I see two little kids running hand in hand.



A little boy writes a note to a little girl....



he signs it with a heart...



then he pulls the trigger.







The mess started at seven years old.



The little girls heart was open...



Such a shame.



...He left anyway.







After years of emptiness..



she couldnt help but lie to lovers...



promising them forever...



taking their hearts and running away.







Out of nowhere, he re-enters her life.



Sparks ignite...



he wont close the fucking door.



He holds his love with another above her head.



Shes alone.

Facing fate...



and begging for another chance to shine.







What does she know?



Shes only the girl you spent most of your life loving...



only the first breath of love you took in...



the first pair of eyes you got lost in.







The only hope of being together is dead...



yet, somehow their paths crossed anyway.



Love works in mysterious ways...



she always did too.







Shes the first song you ever sang...



the first picture you ever replayed in your head...



the sun that shone down on you in your darkest days...



the ring you would've proudly paraded around on your finger...







Why would she mean anything to you now?



After all...



you have everything you've ever wanted.



....So why in the hell arent you happy???


Author's Notes/Comments: 

This poem is about one of the two guys in my life I can honestly say I have truly loved. He is now having a child with a girl he barely knows, and to say the least, we are not on speaking terms. My, how things change.

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