Trapped

What do you do when you love someone...

but you know hes all wrong for you?

The fights and the screaming have just begun.

If i werent so weak i know what i'd do.



What do you do when you no longer dream...

of his eyes but instead anothers?

I do love him but it seems..

that we've lost all feelings for eachother.



What do you do when your kiss means nothing...

and your heart wants something else?

You feel trapped in this pit of nothing.

He cares only about himself.



What do you do when you begin to agree...

when he makes you seem so bad?

How does he even love me?

All i do is make him mad.



What do you do when another...

makes you feel more like yourself?

You claim to think of him as a "brother.""

But..you want something else.



What do you do when your boyfriend..

only brings anger to your heart?

You feel passion burning for this "friend..."

who would never tear your world apart.



What do you do when a simple pill...

has told you what you've ignored?

Just his arm around me gave me a thrill..

It hit me...a feeling i've felt before.



What do you do when you crave love...

and the person whos supposed to feed...

it into your heart shoves...

in so much hate it makes you bleed?



What do you do when lust is the only thing..

keeping you together?

Every single world and every single scream...

makes me more distant than ever.



What do you do if you know you're wrong...

when you say it'll be okay?

How do you know that you two even belong?

Its going to fall on your head someday.



There is nothing to do but let it all go...

and crumble while hes holding her close.

This "friend" doesnt even know..

that hes who my heart has chose.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

My heart is breaking everytime i see you...I dont even know how you can say half the things you have said and still say you love me...You throw everything on my shoulders...and you expect me to carry it all and still love you. I dont know that i can.

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