For Stephen....Yayness.

With an insane laugh and paralyzing eyes,

you almost make this seem fake.

I'm really not ready to die.

The sweetest kiss could bring the worst mistake.



I close my eyes and hear you breathing.

you reach for my heart as i turn away.

You follow...I'll do the leading.

Its a game I enjoy to play.



Your heart has just been shattered.

I don't think you're ready for my wrath.

She acted like it never mattered...

I'm trying not to be like that.



You see, I could've given matt the world,

and it wouldnt have meant a thing.

I stood guarded while he let his feelings unfurl.

When I let him go, it didnt even sting.



Cameron melted me a bit.

I felt something, or so i thought.

I believe it was the playing hard to get,

that somehow got me caught.



Dear ryan morgan couldnt hold me long enough,

before I again ran away.

Understand that my heart is rough..

I had no reason to stay.



There was one "i love u" and it meant so much.

I got paid back for letting other guys down.

He shoved me away with the gentlest touch.

Thats the only love i've ever found.



I want to trust you but its so hard, ya see.

Now I find that I dont know you at all.

I have no idea whats wrong with me.

Theres a chance that i could fall..



For now i'll just step aside,

until i can look into your eyes...

and know that I belong by your side,

without you even attempting to hide.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This was after stephen told me he loved me, and i wasnt sure if i meant it or not, and i was scared to move too fast...which doesnt matter now.

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