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Dear Cam, once again
Closing my eyes i see your brown eyes sparkling in a sugar coated dream.
This hold you have on me is strong, or so it seems.
You hate every breath i take; perhaps you want me to suffocate in the hope i have of you once more being mine?
My heart will probably kill me this time.
The cruel names you've given to me don't seem fair at all.
I only wish you could see these blood filled tears fall.
To you I'm cold and numb to the hate you use against me...
I seem to ignore it and go on, or at least thats what you see.
I'm tired of everyone using me as a tool to rid themselves of anger.
You walk by me as if im some meaningless stranger.
I guess you've forgotten those hours on the phone and the laughs we shared...
or the fact we were together and risked friendships just because we cared.
im so mad at you becasue you forgot the "Never and always" fights...
and how we never slept without calling eachother at night.
I didn't tell my bro to call you...
i was threatened by him so i had to...
It's fine if you want me to "fuck off" and leave you be...
but this hate is pointless that you are directing at me.
I miss you...but i'll live without the phone ringing and your voice on the line.
But you'll just have to live with losing me this time.
