Letting you Go

im sick and tired of this sickness.

im lost and nobodys fucking bothering to find me.

Do you even see the demons in my eyes?

I was once an angel...but i've misplaced my halo.



I stand in the darkness and i can feel the sins overtaking me.

I feel pleasure when you're in pain.

Dont even bother trying to see past my emptiness.

It's your fault that i hate my reflection.



These scars remind me of the many times you fucked me over.

You claim to love me, but if i died...i think you'd smile.

it kills you that my black heart is still beating.

i once loved you but then you shattered everything we had.



Now...i dont even fucking care.

you left me alone only to forget to breathe.

I'm just as dead as those three words you threw at me.



While shes in your arms soaking up your beautiful lies,

I hope your heart bleeds all of the tears that ran down my cheeks.

In her kiss i hope you taste me...

because you'll never have me again.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This one is pretty awesome.. not gonna lie. I was completely gone then, and about the guy... i cant remember who im referring to.

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