I am the enemy

I love you and i always will...

however, i use you as a tool.

If i let you go you'll love me still..

because you are nothing but a fool.



Once again, I am the liar....

the liar dressed in black.

Once again, im fueling the fire...

the fire that brings you back.



You surrender to my every need...

but this time you've backed away.

You're tired of me making you bleed...

this time you're making me pay.



You love me and you cant deny...

you still think of me when im not around.

If you let me go, you'd have to cry...

you hide so you wont drown.



Once again, you are the jury....

the jury whos believing.

Once again, you are enveloped in fury...

for I am quite deceiving.



Ive stopped running from your eyes...

what is it that you want from me?

You know i cannot ignore your cries.

Who do you want me to be?



I want to be in your arms...

but I am the enemy.

I'll shoot you down; i'll bring you harm.

You lose indefinitely.



I wish that it werent this way...

but my darling, i've been hurt too much.

You were once my love but now you are prey...

im just trash that doesnt deserve your touch.



Once again, I am the weak...

the weak afraid to love.

Once again, you refuse to speak...

ive wounded you enough.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I was mad because he figured out what I was doing, and dropped me... lol. And then when he didnt want me anymore... guess... I wanted him. Typical right?

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