What Am I Afraid Of?

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I know I’m dead inside.

Kind of like it this way,

Can’t move, Can’t breathe.

So I’m floating far away.

So I’m gone just like that.



Kind of hate this inside,

Where my blood rages and boils.

Where I become afraid to love.

Can’t see, Can’t hear.

Don’t know that far away paining voice



Kind of awkward now I know,

Like I’m floating in this sea.

This sea of pain so deep inside.

Moving, moving, slowly moving.

Didn’t mean it this way.



Kind of hurts in a way,

Pain after pain that won’t go away.

So dizzy and messed up,

So much out of love.

I’m just too afraid…

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I was weird when I wrote this. I don't remember writting it. It's like I went into a trance or somthing. I don't even know what it's really about, but I'm willing to guess. Creepy? Yes. Am I mental? I hope not. I don't think so either. Anyways, this is probably about either the preps again, or my ex-boyfriend after we broke up. Hm. That could be the reason I don't remember writting it. Again- Creepy.

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