Even Though They're Gone

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I feel it.

How the cold crimson liquid

Stains my back

And pours from the wound

That hurts so badly.



Not a mortal wound…

Oh no.

Something deeper,

Something worse.

A pain that drives

Even the sanest crazy



Inside myself,

I cringe and sob.

The pain that is there,

Will stay always.

For it never stops bleeding there;

There it’s my mental wound.



No matter how

I bay it to heal,

It seems to be

Too deep a cut.

Too sharp a hole to heel.

Still bleeding, never stopping,

Never giving me damned rest.



I can’t stop it,

Only know

That it’s still there,

Hurting me inside.

Though they’re gone.

These terrorists of my soul,

I still feel the pain.



It’s sharp and stabbing,

And it only hurts more,

When I feel the crimson blood,

Running freely down my back.

A fatal wound,

Is that,

Is what damned thing they cause.



It still hurts.

Still hurts.

I cry myself away

Away into my mind…

Into the mind where no pain,

No pain at all can get to me…

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I saw some of the preps from my school at the park and when they followed me and wouldn't leave me alone, I snapped, I got on my bike and I petaled as fast as I could toward home. When I got there, I cried, then, for the first time... I realized that they scare me. The preps scare me. It's something about their demenor... it makes me afraid... it's like all I can do I run...

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