My Fear

My fear is the dirties of all fears,

Eating away at my heart.

Causing my over energized mind to not think clearly,

A mind that always almost needs healing.



An entire higher level of nervousness,

When I have no clue of what will happen.

Even if I may have a say,

It breaks me down without answered questions.



Turns itself into a deep depression,

And all I want to do is quit and hide.

From all that seems to only hurt me,

When I know without a doubt that my fear overpowers me.



Tears fall full of insecurities,

Praying to my lord for a lift so high.

High enough to see past it,

Logical enough for me to believe in its truth.



January 4, 2004


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