Our Confusion

Struggling within myself,

For an answer,

For an inner peace,

To a question I can't craft.



Fear is what I feel,

Control is far beyond me.

Entangled in a web,

Entrapment is my fear.



Loving you is so natural,

Too fast too furious.

Unprepared I was,

For a commitment as yet.



Decisions I have to make,

A great step I have to leap.

For a man I have yet to learn,

Hesitations behold me.



Your tenderness is what I soar,

Loving care is all I need.

Your understanding is what I seek,

Love is all I yearn to have.



Time will show my love for you.

Though you may have left my realm for good,

Prints you make will leave its mark on me.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

My call to him to hear me, to feel what I feel.
To connect to me like we did before.
Perhaps he will see , maybe he no longer cares.

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