Lost and Found

I have lost my vision

Lost my ability to look into my imagination and draw up youthful exuberance

Once upon a time, I could feel the freedom of a soaring spirit….

Unfettered mind 

A flag flying not in tatters….instead clean and brand new

The winds that blew then were fresh and full of bright sunlight….

The smell of springtime evergreen trees

I never knew then…. back when I felt so old…. 

So wizened

Time would drag me down 

Here and now on the ground held here by reason and logic

I cannot help but see everything with a bitter, cynical clarity

The moments are few, and too soon forgotten, when my heart soared

I can only explain that feeling of elation 

Everything forgotten except the excitement and anticipation of another day

No longer do I feel the freedom of abandonment

I yearn for those feelings as I yearn to be in the forest 

Away from time, concrete, people and the smell of society’s decay

Amid the animals with the birds flying overhead 

The cry of the crow 

A warning of mans intrusion

The thunderous sound of the flapping wings of a grouse as it takes flight

Startled by unfamiliar footsteps 

The sound of pine needles and leaves crackling underfoot

I feel the earth beneath my feet and I smell the rain in the trees

The cold air in my lungs feels like satisfaction and completion 

I am here finally…. out of space and time

Worries and troubles left behind

There is quiet in my mind

A soundness of emotion and an affirmation of being

On the horizon all that I see is filled with clear new perception

Clean and fresh...new

Snow upon the mountain and an eternal sky before me

The sun sitting low on the mountain tops in hues of pinks, purples and blues

As time intrudes a realization that the vision remains, distance keeps me sane....and

I am here with a fresh outlook and my center still holds strong and alive....revived

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I always find a new perspective in the wlderness whether riding a horse or simply walking aimlessly.

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