When I lost You

I remember when we met

Back in 2010 I can’t forget,

I was lost in love, cold, bad debt

Then there you stood, olive skin, brunette.

Full lips, blue eyes at red sunset

We locked, engaged, same thoughts I bet!

 

I gave you all my love, you know?

Even though we took it slow

My heart is yours and always shall

(Regardless how irrational)

We loved, we travelled, a life we made

We married in paradise with hearts displayed

Your smile, your presents a light in me

You beauty and personality

Your seamless ability to live carefree.

My all, we loved “till death do us part”

A future together we did upstart

 

The cracks, they came I saw the dyke

Strain to hold back your visard dreamlike

I tried to support the weight of all

To help hold back the waterfall

 

I saw you hurt and felt you’re pains

I mapped your tears, and heard your chains

Crying out, screams bloodstained

Broken dreams, and unexplained.

You ask for aid, request betrayed

Begged to heal, prayers were made.

As our love began to fade,

You pin you hope on a sharp flick blade

 

I reached out to hold your hand

Hold your soul and stop the sand

My fingers grasping could not cease

The pace of grains, to increase

YOUR FALLING THROUGH I CANNOT STOP

You look at me with one tear drop

I CANT LOOSE YOU, IM ALL ALONE!

“Calling for help on my phone”

DON’T LEAVE ME, DON’T DO THIS!

I plea with a gentle kiss

PLEASE I BEG, I CANT DEAL

Kicking away the cold hard steel

 

You go white, one faint groan

Percaline skin, shades of stone

Warm blood, cold white bone…

Now here I stand by your tombstone

 

You wanted out, I’m trying to get

Although, I cannot yet

No one is there when I bawl

You took a path that hurt us all

I cannot fill this whole in me

 

Because It only fits you, my one, my life.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Lossing one we love hurts more than anything cant can be imagined. You can only deal with facts and never forget.