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Doing this for me



During our time together

You made me happy

You made me want you



You where my light

When I was in the most darkness

When I was ready to free myself



Then something happened

I trusted him again

I trusted the one that hurt me



Now you hate me

You despise me

You wish me dead



You where going to take you own life

For I had someone else in mine

Someone I wouldn’t give up

Not even for you



You blocked me

Deleted me from your heart

Gave me back my soul

Broke my heart



But you’re there

I’m here

And so is he



That’s why I said yes

I can hold him

Touch him and feel him

I can’t do that to you



I wish I could

So bad I wish this

But it’s not true



Hate me if you wish

But I’m doing this for me

I’m staying with him for me



I need someone that I can be with

And not have to worry about distance

Not have to worry about what he’s really doing



I went though that before

And it ended in sadness

And anger, I don’t want that with you



Is it possible… love?

That I love you so much that it’ll hurt too much

To be with you but not at the same time



Because that’s how I feel for you

I know I love you, and that you hate me

But I can’t be with you, not like this

So far away



If you still wish to hate me

Then do so

At lest you’ll feel something for me



For once I’m not doing this for someone else

I’m not going to say I’ll be with you

And then realize that I’m not there



I’m not going to put myself through that again

I’m not going to hurt you like that either

So this is your choice



You can choose to still talk to me

You can choose to hate me forever

You can choose to wish me dead



But remember this

I love you too much to let you go

No matter how much you want me to

But… I’m still doing this for me