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Soaked
I'm soaked
in every inch
of heart ache
and I don't want to be
I live in regret
and try to treasure
all that I don't have
and this is me.
lonely, cruel.
always heartbroken.
I'm not a good person.
Too out spoken.
I admit it, I'm wrong.
low morality.
high potential
low sense of sanity
makeup drenched tears
knowing I'm not great for you
knowing I can't go back
knowing my fears
I'm so lost.
I'm so broken.
I'm drowning
in all that is me
all of what I am
all of what makes me unhappy
I'm in pain
and all the black spots
on my face
are nothing
compared to the scars, hidden
in a dark, lonely place
somewhere in my heart
with writing on the walls
of everytime I've been torn apart
and somewhere behind the makeup
the makeup falling down my face
is a girl who loves life
for all it's given her
but bitterness
has taken her place
and she stares at herself in the mirror
and wishes she could be who she
once was
and I'm soaked
wishing I could find her
wishing I could make things right.
I'm soaked
in every inch
of heart ache
and I don't want to be
soaked in every
sin
in which i
partake
and it's become of me
