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I sit back and think

of everything I wanted

my selfish dreams

my unthought wishes

my mistaken words

my devious kisses

I sit back and wonder

what am I doing

who do I think I am

messing with the world

messing with it, like I can

I sit back and ponder

what am I doing here

wandering through

unfamiliarity

when it's the unfamiliar

that I fear

I sit back and think

when will reality take it's toll

is it doing it in front of me

and I'm just a blinded soul

I sit back and wonder

how much of this is best

or should I throw away all that is now

and only remember the rest

I sit back and ponder

how much farther I can wander

without making a single movement

so lost inside my million track mind

I wonder when I'll ruin it

I sit back and wonder

about what game it is I've won

yet you still find ways to destroy me

and again, I say - I'm done