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she's been thrown around too many times

used and abused.. pushed across the lines

all she ever wanted was to be loved

but they never knew how to love her

in what way, i couldn't say

but what love was shown when they shoved her

and everytime she found true love

never would it last

because one wrong done

and she'd cling for the one

who shoved her in the past

she doesn't know how to be loyal

because no one has been to her

she grew up too fast, her childhood didn't last

and all happy friend filled days .. just seem to be a blur

her life revolves around a long term relationship

and everything else she'll throw away

just to make him notice her

just for the attention today

anyone she ever cared for

who wasn't out to harm

she wouldn't let in as much as she'd want

and kept them at the length of an arm

and every guy has manipulated

every guy had their leash

they'd pull her and push her

so she did whatever they wanted

and they taught her how to please

so how does she know she's worth more

when pleasure is what she does best

how does she know the difference

between loving the outside.. or inside

of her chest

no guy has her heart

every guy does at the same

and she's never thrown away a lover

because their memory always remains

she's made one too many mistakes

and she doesn't know how to make a decision

because when love is involved .. she breaks

so how does she know who's good for her

how does she know where to go

because when true love pops up

she doesn't know the difference

because love has turned out.. all for show

how does she know who's best for her

when happiness comes from her tears

she'd rather be with a man who would talk down to her

then stay lonely for the rest of her years

how does she know the right answers

how does she know not to hurt you

misunderstood because she can't contol it all

how does she know not to hurt you

now my writing is making no sense

and that hasn't happened for so long

but how do I know the answers

between writing what's right and what's wrong

i pushed him away for my own sake

i pushed him away for his own

i pushed him away because i'd cause him more trouble

then he ever could have known

i pushed him away for my master

i pushed him away to spare pain

i pushed him away to stop all the drama

but now i'm just left feeling insane

my birthday's falling on monday

and i hope i do n't get one call

because on that day i wish not to be birthed

and to fade away when curled in a ball

how do i know who's best for me

why don't i give anything a chance

i call myself a hopeless romantic

but i run away from romance

i fall into webs of pleasure

i fall into nights of sin

i let them touch me in anyway they want

and my body ends up in the trash bin

the bags under my eyes won't stop forming

and my eyes aren't as pretty as you'd think

i think i'm so normal, when i don't know anything

and i make myself too good for a shrink

i hurt you.. i'm just one in a million

of those other girls that have done the same

but i bet every night, those girls aren't thinking

about what emptiness from the decision remains

i've longed for you for forever

i've wanted you for so long

but you don't exist

and i'm a waste of a kiss

but remember you did nothing wrong

i don't think anyone will ever figure out

which one of the many she adores

to be beaten, to be kissed, to be held, or get yelled

but i guess.. all you need to know.. is that she was never yours