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Sane
looking at my reflection
watching them roll down and hang off my chin
this is where the routined sorrow begins
my tears are bitter with a taste of you
a taste of things i always do
to make myself wrong
but i cant figure out a way
to make myself right
because you'll always win these fights
my beauty smears with every teardrop
it fades a little with every frown
but only a smile so true
a smile caused by you
could turn everything around
i repeat the past and I'll openly admit
all my reasons for causing these fits
its not like I'm not real
I'm exactly who you make me be
this is what i become
everytime i succumb
to your immortality
while i long for a sense of normality
in a world of freaks and chaos
thick chains and broken locks
known when the ice will break
when watching these ticking clocks
i can search for truth and wonder
for a person all of my own
with eyes glaring just for me
but only my eyes are known
a touch of gentle pleasure
a rip of hard-core lust
a soft kiss of comfort given
but only a teasing taste of trust
at every one of these weak moments
my heart seems to reshape
and without thinking; a cruel punishment
consisting of the love in your eyes that you take
and day to day you change
and become all that you despise
then blame me; one of such innocence
of these merciless, disloyal lies
plant on me what you must
because you know its me who will stay
recreate your every fantasy
brew up your every dream
and you'll still bash me in every way
couldn't resist every insincere kiss
leaving my soul lost and torn
but no you didn't care
as long as i was there
and bring up each time i forsworn
but its only me to crucify
its only me to blame
every truth for you to conceal
covert your guilty name
to hurt your only pure and unstained
every breath i continue to take
all the love we continue to make
with all these situations of pain
i shall cry a lake but learn
in time we're the only ones not fake
the story will stay the same
unsolved mysteries
plenty erased histories
all to keep me
sane
