Fear That Stayed

emotions flow like a river

or more like a waterfall

you tell me to tell you what I'm feeling

but i do everything to stall

it's easy to explain to a stranger

the things that go through my head

i don't fear what they shall think because

it won't follow them to bed

but with you my every word and action

happens so carefully

i shake with fright on this thin ice

this is what you've done to me

I'm nervous with you all the time

though i say I'm not anymore

for still the fear that can't be ridden

of you walking out the door

it's happened once it can happen again

so why shouldn't i be afraid

you've gone and come several times before

and all this time I've stayed

the tears I've shed for you; many.

over a number to count

a river of tears, words, and fears..

you cease to know what they're about.

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