Realizations?

Let's lay this out, as it is

the truth and nothing but

I love you not, I care for you not,

You're nothing like what I've sought.



I despise your sight,your company--

it's nothing short of a nightmare

I hate your thoughts, what you were to me

you really had me in a snare



It's been so long, so much time has passed

and I've finally seen the light and realized

that maybe, just maybe you were

the biggest mistake of my life



When they said you weren't good for me

I thought they were jealous of what we had

but truth is, that all along, they were

looking out for me, didn't want me sad.



It pains me to think of all those I forgot

enamored by you, and your perfect, deceiving charm

I remember the joy and ecstasy I felt

when I was no longer an accessory on your arm



The day we ended was probably the happiest

the one I will most remember of that year.

I'm amazed at my stupidity to try to bring you back

I'm so much better off without you near.



You're a liar and a cheat

a real a-hole to be honest

you never loved me, did you?

whatever, this time on your shoulders the guilt will rest.

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