Lukewarm

Father can you hear me?



I've lost myself IN the subconscious of my dream world.



Dont' know what i want anymore



Dont know what to follow: my hear OR my mind.



At the begining, you gave me a trustworthy friend, my mind



But you also gave IT an enemy; the one which pumps for him



I am at the middle of tearing myself to shreds



The shreds that will eventually blow IN his direction.



I havent seen him in a while, that my fingers lost count



My heart has betrayed me again. Instead of keeping me alive, it ALWAYS pumps for him.



There is joy of been in love



I just havent found it YET.



The only one that is thinking for the three of us



Keeps telling me to forget him!!



I want to be either cold or hot



Because then i'll know what i AM.



Unlike LukeWarm, you dont know wether you're hot or cold



Been LukeWarm is NOT easy!!....

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