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Medley of my insanity 4
shes starting to kick again..
crowding my thoughts.. drowning my heart.. blocking my veins..
can barely breathe..
im losing my grip.. im starting to feel numb.. the hell i want to scream.
why do i have these kind of feeling?
it keeps coming,circling,waiting and kicks without warning.
i need a smile.. but i cant afford it anymore,
so afraid of losing my sanity again,
dont want to be pick up again from the floor.
i want shout it out,dont want to hide it anymore,
but im hearing that weird medley again,this time more intense,
more vivid than it was before.
i need to find a way,wash it all out my system,
so tired of hearing my own self,why wont anybody else listen?
shes kicking again,i can taste the wine of perdition,
i can smell the blood of pervasive loneliness,and the abyss of desperation.
somebody hold me now,walk me to my destiny,
please dont make me hum again these medley of my insanity
