the news

i was eating, sister by my side.

water in a glass, but, welling, without warning, in my eyes.

what is going to change? everything? nothing?

i don't really tell people. or maybe i don't meet new people, or the ones i do meet, i don't need to tell. and does telling make me sound 'woe is me?'

or is it as simple as saying, my eyes are blue?

and who tells a stranger about the color of their eyes. a stranger can SEE the color of my eyes.

but they can't see this. which is maybe fine with me.

and so i don't tell. and people remain unknowing.

but what do my parents say? my sisters?

how do they say it? what looks do they get in return?

Author's Notes/Comments: 

the night i wrote this i found out i had cancer. i showed up at bar with my sister, and my mom and some aunts and uncles were there. no one there but my mom and sister knew the news yet. 

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