I Don't Feel Any Different

if i could forget you

i'd be in much better shape

i think

i'd feel much better about myself

i have one

willing to give it all

but i won't take it

i can't

til i get that feeling

that feeling of forever in me

and forever

is just too long

right now

when my mind will stay

on nothing solid

my mind only on things fleeting

only on things fickle

unreliable

afraid

my mind on things moving forward without looking back

at what once was

i knew i'd never be able to change you

and then

i never wanted to

and now....



i want to go back

hoping to find

what may have never

been there

at all

Author's Notes/Comments: 

9-4-05

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