i can no longer sleep

I cant sleep

with these constant thoughts

 

I feel like you care more about money

than me

 

Did you bare me

so I could take care of you?

 

This is too much

I need to go far far away

 

But you will be heart broken

and I dont want to hurt anyone

because

I know

what it feels like

to be hurt

 

This is an emotional investment

an investment

in nothing

 

The thing that has kept me sane all these years

my education

I think I may have to drop it

so I can recuperate 

and find myself

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

"This is an emotional investment

an investment

in nothing" --taken from someone I spoke to online

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