I didn't sleep last night
I laid on my bed while my mind took flight
Dreaming in the shallows between asleep and awake
Dreaming about sweet love we could make
Imagining your kiss
Imagining your touch
Dreams like this make me want you so much!
I arose full of longing, full of ache.
Anymore nights like last night
I just don'the think I can take!
Author's Notes/Comments:
After all this time I still cannot wrap my head around this woman being married & straight. It marks the one and only time when my gaydar went off like a blaring air-raid siren and was wrong. sometimes it's unclear whether someone is,
but never am I, so sure and then wrong! This is the only time,
it makes me question reality,
plus I don't want her to be straight because I want D with such a potent overwhelming attraction.
And, . . . where does that leave me with the other one,
I am so confused!
BUT, I guess it doesn't matter since I cant have either one!
