Random #708

All the gathered

I'd like to thank you

For coming today

To our prom

I was chosen

To speak

In the name 

Of us all

So you'll have

To excuse me

This once

When I speak

About myself

 

I was inlove

For three years

With the same Girl

And at start

She didn't

Know

So I told her

And she drifted away

So I was depressed

And I didn't eat

And sometimes

I would fantasize

About her and me

About what we could've

Been

And sometimes

I would fantasize

About dying

 

Don't act like you didn't know

I don't smile any more

I've lost weight

I've lost the will

To pretend I care

So sit down

And listen

While I aim

This gun

To my brain

I'm not beautiful

I'm not smart

I'm not thin

Like some of you

May want

All I know

Is that I can fantasize

So why not dream

Forever

Down in hell's chambers

 

I cough This vomit

So you'll see

Whats really inside of me

I cough this dirt

So you'll see

That you lived

Among a dead man

For so long

Without noticing

 

Goodbye

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Forgive me Natasha

For all the trouble

You sustained

And all the shit

You gurgled

 

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