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Marianne 2
You caused me so much pain
But I didn’t try to know you
And i blamed that on you
You pushed me back
And i let you
You played games and put up walls between us
I painted them with colours that suited me
When i should have just pushed them down
And let you know that everything’s going to be ok
that your defects didn't matter
that they made me love you more
that all the sickening pain
caused by a barrage of cold shoulders
was worth every second
just to see the real you again
That you were beauty defined
and the times that i thanked love
for making you mine
Now looking back,
You’d hide and slash daggers
on my pride
you just wanted to see
if you could hurt me
...so that you could give me your trust
but I acted like it didn’t happen
and the cold that came between us
was deathening
and yet
I cannot stop thinking about you
I loved you so much
Once
I hated you too
I miss you dearly Mary
The truth is,
I loved you more than I have ever loved anybody
Come back
I have a home for you
It beats and will not stop flushing my body with shivers
And tingling
I love you so much
I’m thankful for the moment that you kissed me,
I’m thankful for the times that you told me that you love me
And when you smiled everytime i told you how i really felt about you
I'm sorry for any pain i caused
to your fragile skin
