thoughts that are not of my own
take me too a place of sorrow
the dreams i cant not bare
the pain i feel just isnt fair
to end it all would be easy
but in the end i would be another cheesy stat
love is pain pain is life
i cant take this just hand me the knife
pull the trigger time to say good bye
as sarrowful as i am its time to die
they say there will be another day
im sorry i cant find another way
i leave all behind
dont try you cant change my mind
i love you all dont worry these fellings arent small
so for be stong be well most of all look foward and stand tall
i will see you all in the after life
to the kids i will never have
im sorry i will never see you grow
im sorry to all you will never know