Letting go

I have something to say, but there's a lump in my throat

seems so hard to do, should start with a joke

its hard to let go, when youre still inlove

like holding tightly to poor gentle dove

should you choose to set it free or let it fly?

even though it will hurt that you cant help but cry

but everyday its a struggle tryin my best

making you happy is life without rest

I feel exhausted tryin everyday, It seems like its expected from me anyway

plotting to escape, sometimes contimplated

living this life is too complicated

I need to pray, need divine intervention

contending to stay is my reflex-reaction

Angels will weep if I choose to go

I need you to heal so I wont have to let go

Author's Notes/Comments: 

June 9,2009 - Tuesday
feeling confused...

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