Will I win?

Will the battle ever be over;

Was 14 with cancer.

Fought for 7 years;

And thought I won.

 

Ten years go by;

without any signs of cancer.

But now it is back.

Not the same cancer;

2 different kinds this time.

 

How can I fight;

Surgery, sickness, death.

No sleep for fear I won't awake.

Depression setting in;

Nothing to look forward to but doctors with their needles.

 

Don't know if I can win this battle.

Trying to live when the cancers want me dead.

I fight not knowing the outcome.

If I live then I will go on.

If I die....

I hope I am missed!

Author's Notes/Comments: 

CANCER SUCKS! 3 different kinds of cancer in my lifetime. Thyroid cancer at 14yrs old. Then Cervical and Uterus Cancers.

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