crumbling leaves

The leaves crumbled
as did our hearts.
No longer did I feel the desire for your touch.
No longer did I care to see you.
I was done.
I was focused only on being happy.
Only on messing around
only on playing games with guys hearts.
Only on having fun
Was it such a terrible thing to separate?
To tell you that I needed time?
To tell you that you were hurting me?
Well I didn't care.
The smell of summer soon came .
As roses bloomed, so did our love.
Once again I felt your lust.
I felt what you wanted .
Through hugging,
Fingertips brushing.
I felt your excitement.
I wanted it too.
Endless nights came,
talking, hugging, laughing.
Even aimlessly roaming.
You made me smile.
I wanted you.
I wanted us.
But once again, it was time for goodbye.
How'd summer go for me?
You didn't bother to ask.
Instead you chose to tell me of the girl of your dreams.
The one you met in Italy.
The one that made you happy.
You said her name with excitement:
"Angel! Angel! oh she's so beautiful!"
I told you to go to hell.
I walked away.
So once again hearts dropped.
Mine because of you.
Yours because of Angel.
She didn't love you back.
So all I have to say is...
HA!
damn...
I still loved you.

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