Where Am I Going?

Futures so unclear

My mind so uncertian

still holding on to

that little girls hand

I feel scared

so uncertain.



Where am I going?

Dont want to leave

Stay right here

In this moment

Right here.



Where am I going?

I know deaths the end

the more I grow

the closer I get

the more I am held

dark will hold me.



I want to grow

I want to see

I still want to stay

Right here

Leave behind the walls

They tumble to the ground

No.No.No.

I want to live forever!

Where am I going?

I want to be alone

No dont ever leave me

I cant fight alone

I cant live alone

I cant fall back

on what is not there.



Where am I going?

Climbing this mountain of despair

Dont look down

nothing but failure then.



Soon I'll be lying here

when time goes by

I'll be breathing my last

and watching memories be

Where am I going?

Where did everyone go?



Oh thats right

time has taken them (from me)

Only memories now

I hate these tears

that are held in my heart

And I hate the love

I have ever felt

because they have gone now

left me here

and all I have is memories

useless happy memories

that are sad now



Where am I going?

Oh thats right

down that bleak corridor

it will be light.



Where am I going?

Have I given up?



Where am I going?

Where am I going?

Where am I going?



People all around me

walking the road of death

simply deranged

they dont understand

Where am I going?



Oh, I understand

softly now I see memories

like a field without sound

Where am I going?



I know I want to leave

cause this damned life

nothing is left (its all DEAD)

I must go

to see all I ever held.



Where am I going?

the corridor is so dark

still holding on to memories

still that little girls hand.

(death is brutal, it will rip us both apart)



Where am I going?

I want to get there

to a solid place where the things I have I can hold on to

Not this transitory blur

I want to hold everything I loved so dear



Where am I going?Where?

I want to get there?

anything better than here

Where am I going?

I see, I see

Now let eyes sink

let mind go deep within

the walls are closing in

my spirit is free

Thats where Im going.

Thats where I'll be.







Uncertian future ends in death.

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